Carrie,
I just want you to know that it took me a very very long time to come up with the words to say to you. First of all, yes I have a chromosome defect but did you forget that I had lost my Mother too? Yes, I was obsessed with Trent Reznor, I still have a special affection for him to this day. His words said what I couldn't find the words to. It is good to know Trent is clean and sober now. Second, to say nobody else accepted me is just a lie. And if you were only my friend out of pity, then who needs that? With fake friends who needs enemies? They're one in the same. Third, as for the Catholic Church being the only place I can go for acceptance, The Lord goes FAR beyond merely accepting me, he created me, he LOVES me, I am part of him, and I believe in that with ALL my heart. Who else do I need acceptance from? Certainly not the likes of you. Know what I think? I think you resent me cause who was once a lost little girl with a broken spirit grew and found faith. Don't try to tear me down cause you still refuse to open your heart to God, to Jesus, who is love, is truth, is goodness. It also says in the Bible that, those who hate you [his disciples] have hated me first. But he promises to those who are his redemption and eternal love and happiness. I believe in his love and his promises. If you want to spread more hate for me over this, be my guest. I had always liked you and hoped you were really my friend, sorry to have been mistaken. Just know that I am not the niave little girl I was back then anymore and I know what a true friend, and true love is.
Theresa
I just want you to know that it took me a very very long time to come up with the words to say to you. First of all, yes I have a chromosome defect but did you forget that I had lost my Mother too? Yes, I was obsessed with Trent Reznor, I still have a special affection for him to this day. His words said what I couldn't find the words to. It is good to know Trent is clean and sober now. Second, to say nobody else accepted me is just a lie. And if you were only my friend out of pity, then who needs that? With fake friends who needs enemies? They're one in the same. Third, as for the Catholic Church being the only place I can go for acceptance, The Lord goes FAR beyond merely accepting me, he created me, he LOVES me, I am part of him, and I believe in that with ALL my heart. Who else do I need acceptance from? Certainly not the likes of you. Know what I think? I think you resent me cause who was once a lost little girl with a broken spirit grew and found faith. Don't try to tear me down cause you still refuse to open your heart to God, to Jesus, who is love, is truth, is goodness. It also says in the Bible that, those who hate you [his disciples] have hated me first. But he promises to those who are his redemption and eternal love and happiness. I believe in his love and his promises. If you want to spread more hate for me over this, be my guest. I had always liked you and hoped you were really my friend, sorry to have been mistaken. Just know that I am not the niave little girl I was back then anymore and I know what a true friend, and true love is.
Theresa
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